JenniferG

Your Queen, dethroned. Your Goddess, mundane. Your Anchor, freed. Your everything is nothing. Sweet dreams, Merely disguised nightmares. How am I to know what is real And make believe? Promises broken, Lies spoken. No escape. We fell, For the warmth In the winter night. We grew and loved, Never without the other. Blessing bestowed, Thought our lives Were whole. Faced every wall, Never backed down. Promises broken, Lies spoken. No escape. Our time has come. You've given up. Promises broken. Lies spoken. No escape.

It's funny. We grow up, grow old. We learn new things and lose innocence. I never pictured you that way but things have changed. You were supposed to be someone I could look up to, to pride myself with. I want to hate you, I already despise you. I still love you, I have to. I can never forgive what you did, never look at you the same. I can't trust you, and I always won't. It's unforgiveable, and so are you. I don't know how she lied, and how she covered up the truth. I don't know how I could forget. The past is the past, and it's out of my hands, but I can never look at you as a real man. It's funny, I never pictur

How can I tell you Something you already know How can I show you Something I've already shown When we lay together In the blackness of night Are arms wrapped around her Do your lips touch her skin Is she the one you dream of As your holding me tight Going without saying Such a strange expression Maybe because that's always They leave without a word Maybe because that's the way it ends What could we say but things we've already heard

Theres a way of going down And you've got me pegged just right Theres a way of falling out But I don't want to die tonight So take me in your arms Show me theres a better way Theres no mistaking what I've seen But I want it so bad anyway Can't look at her the same way Can feel her tough on you Can't think the same way Cause her with you Everytime it's all the same Take it away from me Thers nothing left inside to free Except the breath not coming to me Set me free Let me be Set me free Take this away I know it's not the same Not the pain that can be put on the back stove Still I won't let you go There's something in the

Shut the slamming door Live without the time Sell your soul Gain your gold The stuff you never needed Can you solve the rhyme With all the time allowed?

Playful eyes Watch the changing skies There is a dream In between Hope and despair That's where she lives And she's all you ever wanted Can you tell where you are Can you smell the salt in the air? There's a place Just outside your mind Where loving hearts And brilliant smarts combined To for a witty girl With sun burnt eyes Can you take me there Can I be with you When you make the journey When you discover you I know I'm not all you hoped I'd be But I'm enough for you More so for me And even though I'm not your dream I'm everything you'll ever need me to be

It's waking up To see you already looking at me It's you loving that I sing Even though I'm singing in the shower You open that door so you can hear me better And when I ask what your doing You have to apologize for taking so long To realize how beautiful I am It's everyday Coming home to loving arms It's your whispered "I love you" Right before I fall asleep But more importantly It's just you

Your hand touches her skin Sleeping in the moon light Looks like love I can only stand and stare In our bed, you're such a pair I don't wan to believe, No But I can see it I don't know if I should wake you How I'll let you know I'm the one you married Remember the flowers that you gave me Good thing they rotted Hate to see them blooming now Maybe it's best that you go Please don't come home There's no pain I've ever felt That's felt this much like betrayal

Why did you have to be The way I guess you always were Your lies rested easy on my skin I hate the way that I love Cause I love you still Wishing you were here To hold me if nothing else Tell me how to forget that you hurt me Can't believe I'm still crying over you Like you ever took the time to cry for me Like the hurt you handed me You're handing me still Has ever effect anything but your bank account Remebering you sang me sorry Something I'll do everyday Always wonder if I should have stayed Now you're making me lose another I just have to wonder What did I do to you?

For everyone that leaves There is one that cannot stay For every tear that drops A heart breaks everyday While these are true Allow me to wish upon you For every one you leave Let them in turn leave you For every bruise you make Let there be one made on you For every heart you break Let the guilt break you too And for every time I have to remember you Let you remember the hell you put me through

Staring at the sun Waiting for lives yet begun We teeter totter Here and there With life hovering in the open air Your words breath light into the sky Tell me why it is in darkness you cry Screaming out into the night "Can't someone make me believe"